If a picture paints a thousand words, 
then why can't I behave?

The words will never show 
how much I I want to grow.

If a face could launch a thousand ships, 
then where am I to go?

There's no place I want to be, 
than to be with You my Family.

And when I lose control I want You to know
my brain it does not know! .

Please understand and never let go of my
hand, when I act out its not what I'm about.

I want to please its just something seems to
come over me, I lose control then feel so low.

Tomorrow and today, please be with me
all the way.

I will never be able to express, just how much
I need Your Love in my Quest,

So when I lose control, remember my brain its
not whole and makes me a person that's not me.

Its such a struggle for me to be,
but I need my Family - I need my Family

Jesus Please don't let them give up on me,
Lord please help them to see!

Help Me Help Me when my Brain makes me
the person I don't want to be!

Oh Lord Oh Lord, I want to be free!!!!!
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